This ain’t even right!! The withdrawal is a beast. I’ve already tasted the succulent flavor of excellence. How am I going to make it? My friends are reading (thank you all) and they are telling me “Vee you shouldn’t lower your standards etc…” I agree. God help me! I agree. I shouldn’t be a quitter either tho’, right? The one time I chose to not be a quitter, this [the blog] is my platform. Lord, the things I get myself into.
What have I been doing with my extra time? Not managing it that’s for sure. I can say that I’ve been successful on that front. But when it comes to bloggin’ I am a little neurotic. I keep asking myself did that sentence sound right? Should I make that a separate paragraph? Should I reveal names? Should I even write this? I get crazed mentally. I check the blog like you would check the fridge when you are hungry over, and over, and over.
Excellence is calling me. I gotta have it. I wanna lay it in my lap and stroke it. Internalize it and be freaking excellent dammit. My reward for my excellence is doing and having what I need and want. I see other folk who don’t even try and they’re freaking excellent, dammit! *kick rocks* As part of my half-assedness, I think not looking at other people will be included. Updating my list to fulfill my half-assed agenda I will:
- Give no fukks AND
- Not worry about other folk.
These two items take up sooooo much of my life. I can’t explain how it consumes. By eliminating those alone my halfassedness is performing at 40% efficency. I have a ways to go, I’m getting there. To say that I ain’t feeling like Pookie right now would be a lie.
hiding excellence paraphernalia.
*correction* withdrawls changed to withdrawl because I am jonesin for one thing. Point taken.
My Half-Assed Experiment 
#1 by Tracy Gutowski on August 23, 2012 - 1:37 PM
i’m tryna get to where you are, mama. you are EXCELLENT!! 😀
#2 by flashynista on August 23, 2012 - 2:26 PM
Thank you Tracy! 5 in and some more to go.
#3 by lolaandshit on August 23, 2012 - 1:59 PM
so i’m gonna go on ‘head an point out that 1 you are now attempting to be excellent at half assing…which ain’t half assing. YOU AIN’T GON MAKE IT GUHL!
and 2 i need wordpress to support anonymous comments, because they KNOW i don’t remember passwords let alone user names..some bullshit
#4 by flashynista on August 23, 2012 - 2:26 PM
LMBOOOOOOOOO….dayum I’m not gonna make it am I? I am failing at my own experiment. I can’t get isht right.
#5 by flashynista on May 25, 2017 - 2:52 AM
I didn’t make it!! It was sooo hard!